Fly~?

When I decided one fine day that I was held back by my own bittersweet memories, I realized now that I probably brought that down on myself. And I guess it's time to finally letting it go now, with me realizing it, with me meaning it.

Though it doesnt come to me that often, it hits me once in awhile, and when it does, it makes me ponder and think waaaaaaaay back. But hey, I'm happy and contended with the way things are now. Sure I miss those memories a hell lot, but I don't regret being where I am today.

Sure I miss hanging out with the few people, those few people who made me cry, who fought, who laughed with me, and those who will never be erased from my memory. Be it good or bad memory, it stays there, treasured, and cherished. I guess I miss those days when school holidays are around, I'll be looking forward to the first day of school again, to meet these few people who, no matter how, helped me feel alive - who helped me see and feel what life brings.

Looking at the recent pictures (I'm no stalker, but pictures are there for us to look, right?), I can see somehow written in their faces, they, too, are happy and somehow, satisfied, with their life today. Though we are thousands of miles away, I sure always do bid them a happy life. And in near future, without a doubt, I will always hope to see them again, for a drink of two maybe, reminiscing about our own yesteryears, and maybe laughing at ourselves, too.

Nah, I'm happy. I'm satisfied. I feel contended. I feel like everything is falling into its own place. I guess I feel, mostly, I felt like it flew away.